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Friday, October 24, 2008

  So here goes the second half of my yearly update!

I’m really starting to get sick of facebook. It’s almost necessary to keep one, but I feel as if its driving people away from each other, nowadays I often find myself discussing something on with a friend on FB, whereas normally it would be face-to-face or on the phone.

Even xanga was better, at least it was writing that we communicated through and not just some stupid picture comments.

But oh well.

 “God I love communicating, I just hate the shit we’re missing...”

Update:

So for the past few months my focus on life was to be a “better” person. And my oh my, it is a lengthy process.

 I am sort of stuck in the middle.

 I keep thinking about the things in my past that I would consider a “mistake”now, and try to understand whether I should be regretful for all that I’ve lost or just be happy for what I got?

 Also another thing that’s been bothering me is the future.. God, honestly, politics SUCKS.

WTF.

I had big dreams when I choose my major “Yes Yes I’m going to save the world!”, but unfortunately the reality has hit me hard. (Well it actually hit me quite awhile ago, but now I’m just over feeling depressed about it and instead trying to come up with some sort of a solution.)

But honestly...right now I’ld rather be a bartender or something at some fancy jazz bar, where the music is always good and I could just drink, be myself, and people-watch. hmmm doesn't sound bad actually..

In other news, I'm dying to get this tattoo..



I just have to sacrifice never being able to wear a swimsuit around my parents..


Oooohhh and almost forgot.


Last night this guy was chasing me in a nightmare. He was huge. I was small. And everything else was green. Not your perfect combination.


WAT?



Well it's a big big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty tell me your name
Is it out of line if I was to be bold and say "Would you be mine"?


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You could wear a full body swimsuit....what do you call those? I dunno. The one's that scuba divers wear.

Don't ya just love being stuck in the middle :)
I've been trying to find a way to make myself better and I found I truly can't. I found a person I enjoy being, it just took 20 years and a crappy job. All I can hope for is getting into college and finding a job that makes me happy along the way.

I don't like Facebook that much either. It's rather annoying in itself, I just have one to have one, ya know. I still prefer Xanga! It's why I've always kept mine going.

I remember us just talking back and forth amongst our posts. Yet, we couldn't even hold a conversation in person. Amusing what technology can do.

Bartending would be a fun job! I've considered a few times in the past few days.
Posted 10/25/2008 3:46 AM by Macabre_Cogitation - reply

That McDonalds clown has given me the creeps ever since I read "It".
Posted 10/30/2008 6:49 PM by Robin (site) - reply

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a yearly update, thats a good idea, I should steal it, lol, been a while yes, but then again time does fly, if it walked it wouldn't move fast enough. Face book has become a network giant and anyone who is anyone important has one, hell even people who aren't have one,but life still goes on, I say make your own conversations outside of the threads of your wall and instead of a simple reply message call your friend with your reply. oh and as for changing the world I have a philosophy for you "if you can change one person a day, you change the world." for that one person will not be the same the next day, and the more people you effect the more change you bring, smiling at someone changes the world, so what happens when you do more?
Posted 11/2/2008 1:22 AM by snowman88 - reply


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